The Recitals
frens from camp read my blog, when i tot my blog is already dead, haha, thks!
affettuso, wengnaix~
10:26 上午
no matter what happens, i should treasure everything i had and have, no regrets. look forward, move on and seek help.
affettuso, wengnaix~
7:53 上午
i cannot even remember when is the last time i blogged..
so many things happened, from good to bad
some bad things happened to me actually, well, i think its my retribution and karma, must really stop bitching
i hope i dun have to go to NUH
affettuso, wengnaix~
11:19 下午
dead blog, anyway who still read my blog? haha
some people just dun understand money is really not everything.
dun look down on poor people la, and dun think u rich u are big and arrogant.. u will have retribution next time.
if u rich then u rich lo, SHUT UP and live ur own life.
ARE U really sure 1 to 2k per month cannot survive meh? some people one month 10k also not enough what..
IS SEE what u wan in life. people dun wan lux life, let them be. shut up and live ur own life, busybodies.
affettuso, wengnaix~
12:19 下午
WOW why i nv see this before??!!!! i want to get this!!!
http://www.buyrolluppiano.com/new-hand-roll-piano.html
SUPER COOL!!!
affettuso, wengnaix~
10:55 下午
i was fined for drinking plain water on the train today.
i was chatting with my frens, of course i get thirsty, further more i am still sick, and obviously still sick, even frens ask me "u still sick ar? can tell leh"...
and even after i got fined, i still feel like drinking water.. just thirsty.. you think i just drink for fun meh?.. and the weather was very hot just now... AND I TAKE FROM YISHUN TO BOON LAY HOR..
like that means i can only take the taxi?.. NO NO, taxi also cannot drink and eat, WHICH MEANS i have to own a car la???
the country/ government/ smrt is urging people, encouraging people to take public transport more... HMMMM cannot drink plain water ar? sick people how? ya i know they should stay at home.. -_- then children? baby crying because they thirsty? take medicine? old people feeling thirsty? sore throat??
who take public transport? mostly the poor, the middle income.. still fine people who drink plain water on the train?? cannot drink plain water, who wants to take public transport next time?
i think i am going to break my own promise that i made before on my blog.. i once sweared that i will nv go learn driving and own a car because i really wanted to do a part in saving the world. I AM SO BREAKING this promise now!! i will work very hard until i dun have to take public transport anymore. i will do more good deeds for breaking my promise to save the world.
I FKING ANGRY AND SAD LEH!
u see ar, i dun litter, i usually dun jwalk, i dun download things from the net etc etc etc, my frens know i scared of the law until they say i kia si, i dun spit, i basically tries my best to be a good citizen!
i am just unlucky.. AND WHEN I TRANSFER TRAIN AT JURONG EAST, i saw a group of white uniform students eating the night market corn thingy (put inside a stylofoam cup one) in the train.... HAIZZZ i am just UNLUCKY.. &^%#$^^%
()*&%#$@%^*&%#$@!$
i am really sick, i can get witnesses, proofs and documents! even if i am not sick at other times, why cannot drink plain water?????!!!
IS SMRT BEING UNREASONABLE, could u explain to me why is even plain water not allowed in trains?
SMRT do u know u have made me emotionally very traumatized? i cannot concentrate, i have no mood, i am feeling very tensed, frustrated and FEELS LIKE DIEING??!!!
because i am the mr paranoiah guy!
like i said before, we know how our lifes are, usually, get married have kids then die.. HMmm i have dieing thoughts.. SMRT CAUSED THIS.
affettuso, wengnaix~
3:38 下午
hehe later i am going to sing sing sing sing sing at jurong safra kbox with sumo, jacob and luke, got offer leh now, its written S$10 net per pax with safra card:) offers until end of july i think, grab me friends!!! only need one person to have safra member to enjoy this:)
i am seriously stil thinking of you, .. huiting said something so true, how can they just pretend nothing has happened..??!! and ignore u.. tsk tsk
the best medicine now is time
affettuso, wengnaix~
8:39 上午
i am finally back since sunday evening.. today is wed morning, later i am reporting back in the noon..
i finally tasted what it feels to love someone, every other good looking people on the street cannot even move my heart. i think of you every second..
wow i must say i am so impressed by myself, emily kellyn liting they all would know i usually "fling" around right?.. but this time i felt nothing like this before.. i seriously felt like i am going to love you so forever.
and then it was all me only haha, thats so sad to me.. haizz you yourself made me like you so much, nothing to do with the things u did or do.
anyway the worst is i have to spend two night alone in bunk due to duty.. SIANSSSSS
i do not know if anyone knows how bad i felt.. seriously.. SONG EN!!!! i understand how you feel now... if u see this, i tell u more next time k..
however, when my emotions are at the most vulnerable, my mind on the other hand was growing strong!! (or blinded by this sadness?) because i am not scared of what ghost, resident evil, qurantine etc etc for the first time la hahah! imagine i slept aone in a 12-men room for 2 nights hahah! [ praise me for this k since i am so sad:) ]
but yesterday i did felt a bit better when i smsed emily and my sister la haha and YES radio 933!!! haha u know the dj announced we can text them to play a song or something.. so the first song i thought in mind was yang chen ling's 暧昧, then i thought aiya i wan something i like more, so i text them i wanted guang liang's 第一次, and WOW! the next few minutes they really played 暧昧!!! hahaha and of course they played my 第一次.. xie xie 933!!!!
today i felt better really haha even though theres still later, and friday..
you know people will ask why i blogged this, am i trying to attract attention or what, hmm whatever some people like to think, i just feel like writing this out to sort of make myself better, thks for taking ur time to read this:) anyway i think not many people visit my blog since i last blogged.
wow its finally raining!
affettuso, wengnaix~
8:36 上午
